I was chatting with online posers.
Not enough to cause me shame.
I didn’t leave the house for days
I didn’t use a different name.
The days turned into one full week.
She started speaking love.
I thought myself you just don’t know.
And then the push became the shove.
I called her on the video.
She declined and there’s the whirl.
Thought some fat dude behind laptop.
Not some hot young Asian girl.
There’s some method to the madness.
I don’t think the methods sane.
But I guess there could be worse things.
About how they hide that pain.