Its been awhile, I miss you lots. Lots of things to tell.
A painful truth about your girl, she’s not doing well.
I really tried to ease her pain but I think she likes the way.
I’ve heard it all, can’t take the call. There’s nothing left to say.
It’s just a test, not all is blessed, but that’s not hard to tell.
I now know what you knew then and the sad like rain it fell.
My girl she is the world to me, I tell her what I knew.
No more secrets hide away except the damaged few.
Just a note, I love you Mom, I know you couldn’t stay.
I understand not all is planned… It just feels that way.