I write a novel but I don’t try to publish it…
I paint enough painting for a show, but don’t contact the gallery!
I talk to the woman I’m attracted to but don’t ask her out.
It’s just the way I am.
I don’t know why.
It’s not a complaint, just a self observation.
I don’t think it is really about success or failure, however at some level its about not making myself vulnerable to criticism.
This blog must be safe for me at some level?