I remember that feeling as far back as it goes that I didn’t fit in… anywhere!
I certainly didn’t feel special, just seperated from humanity.
However it’s been a very long time since I felt like that.
I have changed in that I am much more selective to what and whom I would want to be part of.
Also if the me how I am now met the me I was when I was a kid, I’m fairly certain that I would reject me too. Who wants to be around anyone that uncertain and needy?
I have alot of compassion and love for the younger me, overcoming all that was there and I understand why I behaved the way I did… You get that understanding when you become a present parent which I am. Kids need to know more than; life is one big mystery.