Gratitude

My 50 days vacation is over.

I’m glad I had it and joyful its over.

I think that’s gratitude.

The vacation with someone I love and her mother was a rousing success. We will be doing this again, God willing!

Learning to make time to do nothing is an acquired skill. Waves help with this I find.

Money greases the wheels to make all this possible and I return with a grateful heart and peace in my mind.

Dennis Mantin

The Single Father’s Club

I rarely get out anymore. It was John’s 50th. The storytellers would be there so I had to make the effort. This gathering is really, The Single Father’s Club!

Retirement, easy living and children were all on their talk menu. There was however for me a highlight.

Pete took his kids skiing and referred to a large group of people who were constantly in his way as, “these people were yardsaling.”

Dennis Mantin

PuraVida

The sun shone brighter today. Misleading to the cold outside. The beaches of PuraVida are far behind me now…

“Puravida, Puravida”

They say that about every situation. It’s supposed to mean, be cool, all is good.

The nearest I could figure is it was Spanish for, ‘ if you’re in a hurry, please go fuck yourself. ‘

Dennis Mantin

Back to Normal

The Christmas Trees have been littering the streets for days…

Tinsel hanging in mud reminds us of happier times.

School is in session and I personally am avoiding work because I can. How can I be this tired doing nothing?

Oh that’s right… I’m 60. I am in novel mode.

Dennis Mantin

Jan 4 2019

The greys lifted today after 5 days of doing nothing.

Doing nothing without quilt is a new skill; a late arrival.

I live in my head during these times and here the rents not free.

I at tell myself that those bills are paid in full.

I love that moment of recovery when the sickness is beat.

Dennis Mantin