Valentine’s Day

It’s business as usual down here where the no romantics go!

Not so in the elevated plateaus where visions still dance in the hearts of the dreamers.

I can relate to both as my daughter was conceived on Valentine’s Day; however long ago that was, and that was the last of my romantic dreams.

Not complaining!

It ended well!

I’m a realist now…

Proof positive of the capability for change.

Dennis Mantin

My Time

I say that its my time and it feels like that; however I don’t want to be so humble that I can’t accept this…

But really, its her time.

I facilitate gladly, feeling blessed to have this time with her and know my place is the highest of privilege.

Ah to be a father who is loved and feel loved…

Does anything supersede this?

Dennis Mantin

Dancing with the Ancients

I’ve been spending time with ghosts. Their memories are not haunting… Margaret my mother, Jimmy her father, my grandfather. I love them more than ever now because I understand them; having danced some miles in my own shoes.

I didn’t have an opportunity to know them when I was an adult; they only knew me as a child.

I have decided that when its time, I will be buried beside them… my place for eternity.

Dylan said if the Bible is right, the world will explode…

I want to be close to those I love when that happens.

Dennis Mantin

The Crowded Bus

The Crowded bus left the station…

I waited behind with no desire to be huddled with the masses.

That’s a difference now between then and here…

I have lost my needs for connecting with strangers.

I feel that I’ve heard it all before, which is such nonsense.

I have not heard it all, just the repetitive parts that seem so popular with those on the crowded bus.

I’m listening to Dylan again.

I’m mining Bob’s words and worlds; seeing if I’ve missed something, perhaps from a 13th century Italian poet all tangled up in blue.

Or maybe its time to go back to Lucretious and Diogenes and that gang of ancients… nothing is created out of nothing, and there’s seems be too much of that going on… on the crowded bus.

Dennis Mantin

The Wreckage of the Past

It’s difficult to make amends… Vulnerability is not comfortable.

You try, you summon courage and feel fearful. It rarely goes as you imagine.

There are 2 categories; emotional and financial. People can be quite generous with, “I’m so sorry. ” However, in a general way are not so eager to part with their cash.

I have not made that mistake because I don’t want to be owing anything to anyone and I like that peace of mind.

Dennis Mantin

Please

They come to him because they have needs for which he can provide…

He says after they ask, “I will do almost anything for someone who says please.”

A look of confusion usually follows these moments of higher education, that I must confess, I enjoy watching.

The entertainment comes in the form of whether or not they’ll utter the word or stick to ignorance.

Dennis Mantin