I’m not bragging.
I’m just saying that being sober for close to 20 years is like living 2 separate lives.
When you’re afraid all the time and I was… fear brings you to being in the moment. The edge! The horrors! The nightmares and exhaustive sleeps…
The ability to surrender to something that requires faith is as liberating as anything I’ve experienced.
Change is required and possible. I sometimes need to be reminded that I’m not the only one who has taken this on. Others came before, and others will follow. I really have left the meetings…
