I’ve seen it in myself and I have seen it in others.
Ray Rachford was the first to point it out. Ray said to me, “You’re addicted to chaos.”
I didn’t know what he meant.
He continued, “Anyone who grew up in a chaotic home can’t deal with calm and quiet.”
I really sat down and looked at that.
He was right.
I had zero self awareness.
Step 1 in anything is awareness.
Now I knew.
If things were going to change I had to change me. I knew nothing and I was 42.