I always feared Heroin and was welcoming of all the others. I couldn’t wait to try them all.
I see now how lacking and rudderless my life was when this is what I was looking forward to when the rest were planning their futures.
Future… What fucking future? I had a past that had to be dealt with before moving onto a Future!
I quit it all and tried it all… all except opium. I missed that one along with the heroin before packing it in and facing that past.
17 years sober this September.