A deep thinker of sorts in silence and resolve can certainly look like something else.
Opinions were shared in concerns and contempt and the lesson I got: I was ready when I was ready.
I suspect no different than most looking for answers to the greater questions. I took my time leaving inner world.
The precious advice was about work and money and how I was wasting so much time…
Are you sure this life is to be spent in such certainty of deeds and financial acquisitions?