I have it under control, or so it seems. I am certainly not afraid of me anymore. Began the transformation in my 40s, and now that I’m in my 60s…

I used to live in my head and go to a dark place where I would plan what I would do if such-and-such happened. Such-and-such rarely if ever happened.

I know what humans are capable of, and I know what I am capable of, and it is just best to be prepared.

I have learned to stay in the moments and watch and stay quiet. This is what they fear…